The old familiar sting

I am more miserable than I have been in a very long time. I don't know what else to say. It's been getting worse for awhile now but I haven't talked to anyone. It's just too exhausting.

I slept all day today. Slept, ate, slept, ate, slept, etc.

I sleep without ever feeling rested. I have strange unquieting dreams. I eat until I feel sick with no real satisfaction from it.

I am alone again this weekend. I have been alone almost every weekend since I moved. The silence hurts. I feel sick and disoriented.

*Sarah*